please

stop. putting. all. the. blame. on. me.

i. am. so. bloody. tired. already.

i. didnt. know. things. would. turn. out. to. be. this. effin. complicated.

i. have. tried. my. best. and. put. so. much. effort. to. make. this. work.

i. hate. talking. to. you.

you. know. nothing. but. to. complain.

>=/

ARRGGGHHHHHHH!!!!!!!
hate inconsiderate ppl.
you've asked me to ask the same question for i dunno how many zillion timessssss and yet you kept asking me to ask ask ask ask ask ask ask AGAIN!!!
wth is wrong wif you?
ppl get sick, you know.
frkn hell.
fuming.
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it feels like i've lost everything yet i have everything at the same time.
wats d mattttterrrr???
i'll get over it.
gonna get used to it in no time.
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i wanna talk.......

Busy yet not so busy

These r the only places I go to these days..

1. home

2. banks

3. crown

4. lawyer's office

5. parks

1. when i'm home, i sleep (most of the time).eat.shower.online.pack stuff. clean up drawers.

2. when i go to banks, i get frustrated

3. when i go to crown, i'm stuck wif mom, sometimes have to follow dad around and sit + wait for him in 5m distance n make sure that he's okay

while waiting and waiting

4. when im at lawyer's office, i get super nervous and stressed out

5. and when it's "time" to go for a walk in the afternoon, i walk and ........ walk

dad sitting on the very cool wheelchair

and the thing I do MOST of the time is thinking too much and get upset by it or simply get upset bcoz of very very trivial things.

so bored n boring..

wanna go somewhere else and do something else, but cant..

i realli realli realli realli wanna go outttttt............... >=[

bored.bored.bored.bored.bored.bored.

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how would you feel if your own dad doesnt even know how to spell your name?

I felt....... a mixture of everything.

but it was obviously not a pleasant feeling.

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when I was tidying up my drawers, I found these....

Funniest present ever, from a very creative person. lolol.

"Love note". Ahhh... How I miss getting them in high school

CUTEST n PRETTIEST bday card ever!!! thankyou kentsang.

some of the letters, notes, cards and photos I've been keeping

shut it up already

in a sooppahh cranky mood rite now.
man....... it's too much for me.
i so wanna talk to you now now now now now now!!!!! :(

juz put all d frkn blame on me.
happy??
you're so selfish.
you cant even appreciate what we've done for you.
and whi r u being so unfair?

hate this.

really?

i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you.

NOT.

i'm bored. and i'm supposed to do so many things rite now.

uhmmsss....

i often wonder wat would it be/feel like now
if the "misunderstandings" never happened in the past.
and if i was able to come to my senses a lil bit (maybe) earlier,
then things would be different now eh? maybe.

past is past.
history is history.
get over it.
learn from it.
and dont repeat the same mistake again.

yes, Maggy Winatard.